F ONE EXAMINES his own thought, he may find it to be entirely made
up of images. The images may be visual, tactile, musical, sexual,
egoic, gustatory, and so on. Life for humans consists of a succession
of these images that overlap, interweave, and contradict
each other. And the mind is not content with the images it has.
It builds or seeks out new images to experience and add to those
that already make up the consciousness.
Each person has an overall self-image which consists of all his
collected images from the outside combined with his inner psychological
or egoic images. The psychological images and those collected
from the outside may be mixed inseparably as a complex network
of sensations, aspirations, regrets, and memories.
"The thirst for new images may be termed desire, seemingly a universal
condition among human beings."|
The thirst for new images may be termed desire, seemingly a universal
condition among human beings. Desire sets up a subtle interplay
between psychological and remembered images. Images may take on
a pleasurable, neutral, or painful aspect, depending on the person's
own self-image and his physical characteristics. Desire influences
the personality toward pleasurable and familiar images. One wants
to have more images like the known ones that have been pleasurable,
and one wants to avoid the repetition of remembered pain.
There is seemingly an inborn desire in each human for psychological
security. But security is not only elusive on the physical and
psychological levels, it is only temporary even if attained. Each
person looks to his images for his security. He has an image about
his house, about his car, about his spouse, about his family,
about his bank account, about his job, and certainly about himself.
But inwardly he fears that this frail network of security is like
a spider's carefully spun web, which the next gust of wind or
passing animal may destroy.
Rituals and beliefs are units of sequential images which become
familiar and therefore seem to offer security. They also offer
an arena for pleasurable activity that builds on and reinforces
the current belief system. Whether belief systems are built from
inside or adopted from an external source, the individual sets
himself up to be led by an authority who has more knowledge, more
images, more experiences to share about these beliefs. In the
physical or psychological presence of this authority one feels
secure because the authority is perceived as farther along on
some linear continuum or path. The follower wants to be not where
he perceives himself to be, but where the authority is. Since
he can't be in both places, he is subject to subconscious nagging
by a self-created and unresolvable conflict.
"Rituals and beliefs are units of sequential images which become
familiar and therefore seem to offer security."|
Concepts are interlocked sets of logical images formed by a more
or less fixed pattern of mental action. The bookstores and libraries
of the world are filled with both visual images and verbal concepts
which lead one almost anywhere he desires to proceed, at least
in the arena of knowledge and so-called psychological progression.
Some people seek security by surrounding themselves with many
books in the home, more books than it would be ever possible to
read in a lifetime. Security is sought in the sheer volume of
agreeable concepts and in the comfortable feeling that one can
choose from many mental paths in the future.
In the universities of the world, students and professors alike
feed and grow on a steady diet of images transmitted through books,
word of mouth, and various other media. These images serve to
prepare students for the vocations, and their careers will bring
in still more collections of images. University study brings a
parade of comparisons and choices, but always between images.
Students learn to build, receive, blend, and retain their images,
and finally package themselves in a cap-and-gown image for presentation
to the market place.
What is missing, one may ask, from the parade of images within
which humanity passes its days and expends its energy? It can
be seen that the comfort or relief offered by images is always
temporary, yet every attack of pain or boredom sends a person
out for more images, and they are everywhere to be had.
Is there a true security which is somewhere other than in images?
One might reply that there is security in love or in God. But
upon examination, one may find that love and God are merely words,
collections of images and concepts based on thought and conditioning
from without. Is there a security that is entirely free from images,
from concepts, from time, from place, from physical and logical
desire, from inertia, from boredom?
"Is there a true security which is somewhere other than in images?"|
How to find security is a question asked directly or indirectly
by most thoughtful persons. Abhorring this vacuum, gurus, psychologists,
metaphysicians, philosophers, scholars, priests, economists, politicians--authorities
of every kind--have rushed in with their various formulas for
security, few of which agree. The answers they give are mostly
more images and concepts that build upon the old ones, more formulas
for progression toward psychological triumph, more academic courses
for intellectual distinction, more schemes for monetary prosperity.
A follower of such authorities may, with great effort, achieve
some kind of temporary security, but eventually a loved one dies
or an economy crashes or a war begins, and he finds himself asking
the same question again: where is my security?
Can one drop images entirely? Is there security in no images?
One might reply that the human body can survive only through the
sensory images that help keep the organism regulated. Allowing
for the essential physical images, can one drop all psychological
images? One may discover that not only do these "me-related"
images fail to bring security, they can lead to wasted energy,
baffling complexities, painful insecurities, and even despair.
Can there be a psychological transparency which does not hold
onto "me-related" images, yet which allows the natural
sensory images their necessary functioning and interplay? For
example, can one experience another's anger fully and not hang
onto or nurse a psychological image of this anger? Can one experience
intense pleasure and not hold an image of it or crave its repetition?
Is it possible for one to drop his psychological self-image completely?
If all psychological images are dropped, what remains? Perhaps
nothing--at least nothing knowable. But in that nothing might
there not be complete security? Not psychological, not physical,
but complete? To a mind steeped in images, the image of nothing
might be ugly or frightening. It threatens all tradition, culture,
and personal experience, and therefore one wants to drop it immediately.
Then drop it. Can one drop even the image of nothing? Is there
a nothing which is not an image of nothing, but a true nothing?
Can this nothing somehow understand completely all the somethings
and make room for a love beyond images?
"To a mind steeped in images, the image of nothing
might be ugly or frightening."|
What would happen in the world if each person could instantly
understand the parade of images that comprise his life--understand
the desires that lead to more complex images, understand the false
security that images and desires bring? If each one could just
watch this parade, not as a judge from the reviewing stand but
as a participant in it--simply watching it and then coming home--would
the life of humanity be transformed? And where would home be,
if not in some parade? Can a mind saturated with images come home
from the parade and find truth?
Can one drop everything to gain nothing, so to speak? Can he drop
his clutter of psychological images to find a nothing which is
understanding and love, a nothing which is also the unknown? And
if he does this, will anything at all be lost?
"Can one drop everything to gain nothing, so to speak?"|
Any answer offered here might only be another image or concept,
but if each person would explore for himself his stream of images
with no reliance on any authority or any book, where could be